Lately, I’ve been feeling a little down.
I feel like my life is heading in a lost direction.
So many things have happened that now, with every decision I make, I have to consider all the possible consequences, and I start believing they’ll definitely go wrong.

I keep having these thoughts in my head that things will turn out badly.

People around me have good jobs and are progressing in life, while I don’t have a job and I just feel like I’m floating through the world right now.
I hate this feeling, but maybe someone else would feel happy to be in my position.
I guess the grass is always greener on the other side.

I’m just having a lot of thoughts today.
I really hope I can figure something out in my life.
You know that feeling when the clock is always ticking, and it’s so hard to stay grounded while searching for something meaningful?

I know one of my weaknesses is that I can’t multitask.
I tried working while also trying to figure out my life, and it completely burned me out.

And now that I’m jobless, I feel lost.
It’s kind of ironic, to be honest.

I hope that I will reach my destination whenever I try with small little steps to regain myself again.